The despair of the degree of debt that my wife has brought upon us was especially heavy last evening as I watched just a little T.V. by myself.
My eldest stepson was home, but I kept to myself.
I was into bed a few sparse minutes past 11:00 p.m. after some frivolous dallying here at my computer, and eventually some sleep came upon me.
I had shut down my computer, so I rose overnight simply to turn it back on and log into it in order for it to be warmed up for later use. This preliminary step also sees me disconnecting the mouse ─ I feel it bears blame for some of the initial freezes that can occur if the machine has not had time to load and warm up.
When next I rose, I don't think that it was yet 4:00 a.m. And soon, I was at work discharging the days' content assignment at the new post I have under construction at one of my six hosted websites.
Throughout, I nurtured the hope that I would maintain enough drive to see me get away early on a small grocery shopping expedition to the Save-On-Foods outlet (Google map) at least 1¼ miles away in Whalley.
I believe that it was earlier this year that I discovered the store to have a 7:00 a.m. opening, but the one time I did go there soon thereafter, I determined I would not do so again. None of the store's tills were yet in operation ─ it was strictly self-serve, and probably until the cashiers started their shifts at 8:00 a.m.
So I made the decision not to subject myself to that frustration again. Self-serve is perhaps okay if one only has a few items that are sold in containers and packages; but if the shopping list includes some produce, then things get too involved.
I also bring my own carrying bags, and I detest how finicky the self-serve stations are where these are concerned. Sometimes the stupid things 'think' that the tote bag is perhaps some product that must first be weighed and registered as part of the sales process.
Anyway, I finished the website post content assignment around 7:30 a.m., and then I began readying for the hike (I do not drive).
I don't know if my youngest stepson rose especially early, or if maybe he worked a night shift, but he was suddenly making his presence known downstairs ─ he is suffering a bad cough from a recent cold he developed, so he is easily distinguishable from his older brother.
When at last I stood outside the locked front door and was about to embark on this enterprise, it was exactly 8:00 a.m.
I have done little walking of late, and this was apparent. The biomechanics of the simple act of walking seemed almost unnatural for me.
I also found that the ends of some of my toes were sensitive after I was back home ─ they are not accustomed to the repetitive pressure of being forced against the toe-ends of my boots as I make my strides.
The only other notable event of my excursion was the interaction I had with the naturally attractive cashier. I was the relatively young Asian lass's only customer, so she was almost doting.
I had handed her my two carrying bags and requested that she use them to bag my purchases, and further asked that she do her best to evenly distribute the cargo because I had to carry the load for over a mile.
She was so helpful and sweet-expressioned that at the conclusion I had to declare that she was delightful ─ she broke into a huge and clearly appreciative grin when that had been tendered to her.
Her lovely graciousness practically buoyed me all the way home.
In all, I was gone barely over 1½ hours.
The morning was sunny, as would be the day. And I suspect that my sunning session for just over 40 minutes yesterday was the encouragement necessary to get me out on the errand this morning ─ my face looks quite coloured and healthy from the sunshine I soaked up last afternoon.
I decided to fix up and have myself a breakfast before making my return to bed. And at the conclusion of that meal, my younger brother arrived home ─ he had spent the night at the home of his girlfriend Bev.
I am no longer certain just when it was that I returned to my bed, but perhaps it was around 10:30 a.m. or soon after.
I had just about fallen asleep when I heard a text arrive on my cellphone. I didn't check it, but when a reminder sounded a minute or so later, I decided to look.
It was from my wife in response to an E-mail and text I had sent her last evening concerning the ongoing pestering I am receiving from a bank over a credit debt that she is responsible for, but which I keep getting bothered about by the bank because evidently I am the primary in our joint account.
The bank keeps phoning and E-mailing me, but I do not respond to them. However, it is unsettling, and I am one who is prone to depressions.
The text she sent arrived just after 11:00 a.m., and it had taken me awhile to manage to slip into a sleep state...and now I had to try to get there all over again.
I finally succeeded, but early into the noon-hour I was awake again, possibly too keyed up to maintain a state of relaxation.
My brother had not yet sought his own bedrest, but he soon enough did, for he doesn't tend to head away for the afternoon without the fortification ─ he will end up guzzling beer somewhere, after all, and not be home until the evening.
I wanted to get in some further sunning, so around the end of the afternoon I was out in the backyard ad slouched down in a lawn- or deck-chair while facing directly into the Sun.
As yesterday, I was bare-footed, shirtless, and wearing cut-offs.
Unfortunately, I was well into my Sun exposure when I suddenly realized that I had failed to take note of the time that I began the session ─ I like to try and remain out there for a minimum of 40 minutes.
So all I could do was guess that maybe I had already spent 15 minutes out there, and I rendered a calculation of remaining time from that assumption.
At returning into the house, I found that my younger brother had already gone for the afternoon. He has no excuse not to get in a good walk at some park before he involves himself in his beer foolery.
Quite early this morning I received notice in an E-mail about a petition that I could not pass up adding my name to. The petition was a call to have the federal and B.C. provincial governments ban these infernal salmon fish farms:
We could be on the brink of seeing the end of salmon farms in BC, with 17 farms banned at the end of last year. But there are still over 100 more open-net farms that are threatening wild salmon populations with parasites and disease.Timing is critical to ban the destructive open-net farms before the next migration season. We need to prevent wild salmon from being contaminated with sea lice and deadly viruses from fish farms.Pressure is mounting from all sides as the Federal fisheries minister pushes to take a more precautionary approach to fish farms. If we all work together we can ensure we keep his feet to the fire and protect the wild salmon for good.Wild Pacific salmon populations have been in decline for decades, and fish farms are making it worse. For too many years, open-net fish farms have been polluting the marine environment and failing to control the spread of piscine orthoreovirus (a super infectious virus found in both farmed and wild salmon), as well as other diseases like sea lice, which attach to young wild salmon on their migration out to sea and threaten their survival.Despite the well-documented risks associated with open-net cage farms, there are over 100 of them along the BC coast, polluting the surrounding water and seabed with waste, chemicals, diseases and parasites. After the Dzawada'enuxw First Nation sued the Federal Government in December, all 17 fish farms in British Columbia's Broughton Archipelago will either be closed or relocated. Fisheries will need to get First Nations communities’ consent to operate within their territory, as well as the approval from Fisheries and Oceans Canada that these operations do not threaten wild Pacific salmon.With these new developments, now is the time to act and call on the Federal government to completely ban open-net fish farms on the West Coast, and prevent fisheries from exploiting people and the planet for their profit.We’ve fought and won these battles before. When disgusting footage shot by Tavish Campbell was released, over 26,000 members like you rallied for change. Because of the response, the federal Fisheries minister announced a complete review of the Fisheries Act and put in more protection for wild salmon.We know that people power has worked to protect wild salmon before and now it's time to come together again and ban fish farms once and for all.
These unnatural, wretched disease factories should not exist.
Besides, the fish that are produced are pathetically inferior nutritionally to wild salmon, and those prized, health-bestowing oils are probably ─ at best ─ half as abundant as they are in wild salmon.
Most of us have at least some awareness that those rich oils can protect against heart disease; but quite coincidentally, I read an article today proclaiming that a certain wild leek (Allium tricoccum) can also protect against cardiovascular disease:
HSIonline.com
A couple of other articles more-or-less back up that claim:
- Chatelaine.com: Ramp up your heart health with wild leeks
- DoctorsHealthPress.com: Wild Leeks (Ramps): Facts, How to Grow, Benefits, How to Cook
And this article ─ although quite short ─ provides some history into the plant:
- Simcoe.com: Over-harvesting threatening wild leeks
I guess I'm on the wrong side of the continent ─ I can't say I have even seen any ramps in the marketplace anywhere that I've shopped. But that doesn't mean that they couldn't be planted here in Surrey where I live.
I've just done an Amazon search at the top of this post using the botanical name Allium tricoccum, and the plants seem readily enough available for anyone interested enough in gardening to give them a try.
But let's move on to something else ─ in fact, physical movement.
Early into this post I spoke of how it almost felt unnatural for me to be walking ─ I so seldom seem to do it anymore.
That wasn't always so.
Nor would this continue if only I was not basically serving a life sentence of house arrest here in Surrey because of my insurmountable debt.
When I watch shows like the Ninja Warrior franchise, I wonder how I would have fared as a young man if only I had the means of practicing the challenges. (I am now 69 years old.)
I lived in a physical fitness vacuum ─ I did everything by myself, for I had no fit friends, and I was not a gym-goer. I have never in my life had a gym workout.
As a result, I was not exposed to things that other people were doing ─ I only knew the basics, fitness activities that I could devise for myself locally that I could pursue as unseen and unnoticed as possible.
Had I known of parkour, I might have gotten into it as best I could.
I never knew much about the physical culture movement either, but what I did know quite appealed to me. I identified more with it than I did with gym-confining bodybuilding ─ as much as I admired those physiques.
I enjoyed the following article by Dr Marc S. Micozzi:
DrMicozzi.com
The no-equipment, no-cost approach to getting fit
He didn't link to the article that he heavily referenced, so I will:
Parade.com
I have not before heard of Erwan Le Corre, but he is advancing some commendable ideas.
But I seem doomed never to have financial independence, nor the financial miracle that will liberate me from the shackles that my home and family life have become.
In the past few post, I have finished up with some photos that were taken on February 25, 2018 at a wedding that was being celebrated in a venue that was probably in the city of Udon Thani.
The bride was and is the daughter of Lumpoon, one of my wife's two sisters.
In all six of the following photos, the bride is essentially at the bottom right corner of each, and the young man at the left corner is her cousin ─ he is the son of Santi, the only surviving brother to my wife and her two sisters.
Lumpoon herself appears in the third photo as the woman wearing the pink dress, and with a flower at her left breast.
The woman in the white dress is my wife ─ I have never seen her looking so beautiful. Apparently it was the handiwork of her old friend, Daisha:
My wife's nephew was tying string around the wrists of the bride and groom ─ the string was probably blessed by monks. Quite typically, the recipients of such string will wear it for as long as they are comfortable doing so. I was even told that some people will wear it until it falls off naturally.
I tried doing that when my wife and I got engaged back in early 2014, but I gave it up after several days because the string had become drab or dirty in colour, and was starting to become malodorous.