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Friday, 30 October 2020

Cloudflare "Error 521" │ WWIZ All-Christmas Music


It was 'early to bed' last evening, but there was little sleep until I probably finally lapsed into some from a form of exhaustion, I suppose. 

My wife had been home when I sought my bed as soon as I witnessed the arrival home of my younger brother as I passed time in the darkened living room with a constant eye to the outside through our large living room window.

My wife had actually arrived here just as I was closing out of yesterday's post, so I never had the opportunity to mention her arrival in that post.

Anyway, the arrival of sleep was not long-lasting, and I was again awake in the midnight hour and rose then to potentially get some work done online. I had retired fully dressed, for this has become my routine. 

Well, that intention to engage some work was to be delayed, for my wife was shut up in this room ─ she often resorts to spending time here in the evenings when she is home.

I obligingly went downstairs and reclined on the chesterfield in the darkened living room to wait her out ─ that may have taken a half hour at most, but I was so comfortable downstairs that I felt it could have been quite easy to relax into some sleep while I was there. I chose not to see if it was possible, however.

So I got my time here, and now I have what I suppose are the three most crucial pages for a website ─ specifically, the "About", "Privacy", and "Terms & Conditions" pages ─ set up on my new website Thai-Iceland.com.

As a result, I suppose I am free to start creating my first post.

Nevertheless, I am finding that as I negotiate through the WordPress interface of the website, I consistently meet with an error declaring that the website is offline, even though this is untrue. What I see is an error page declaring "Error 521 ray id:" followed by a 16-digit code comprised of intermixed letters and numbers.  

I use Cloudflare, and the error is apparently specific to problems related to Cloudflare and my web host (InterServer) failing to connect.

I haven't yet found the time to explore a correction of this issue, but it is quite serious. The error can and does manifest even when I try to update a post or page, or even to publish one; and when that happens, and I back out of the error window, everything that I had added to the post or page editor field will have disappeared.

Because of my concern about this happening when I have spent several hours in the creation of a post, I now have the browser addon Form History Control (II) to ─ I hope ─ retrieve all of my work on a post whenever this occurs in the future if I do not manage to figure out how to be rid of the error problem. 

It is already after 7 p.m., so I want to finish and publish this post. However, before I go, I want to mention something I discovered just this afternoon while performing a search to see if any North American radio stations have yet embraced the all-Christmas music format.

To my enormous surprise, I learned that radio station WWIZ (West Middlesex, Pennsylvania / Youngstown, Ohio) made the music format change over a month ago ─ specifically, at 12:25 p.m. (as in December 25) on Friday, September 25. You can find the 'play' button at the bottom right area of their web page. 

Sure, they have their usual commercials and station breaks, but I've been finding that they tend to play several Christmas songs consecutively before they make any such interruptions. 

I also learned that a U.K. radio station ─ Magic 100% Christmas ─ that is one of the subsidiaries of Magic Radio, has been in the all-Christmas format since August 26, if you can believe it!!!

I wanted to try it out, but to do so requires visiting their website and choosing to accept their "cookies", and I refuse to willingly do that for any website. 

I have no problem at all with a website depositing its cookies my way when I am not aware of it ─ that's what websites have done for many years. But I am not actually going to say that I want the damned things, as if they're some kind of gift! 

Just deposit the stupid things, and leave me out of the equation.

Because of this resistance on my part, I am not linking to that station. You'll have to find it for yourself if you want to give it a hear.

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Thursday, 29 October 2020

The Santa Incident ─ Don't Watch the Movie on YouTube


With some free time on my hands early last evening due to the anticipated late arrival home of my younger brother, I opted to use our Android TV Box to find and watch a Christmas movie ─ specifically, 2010's The Santa Incident.

Unfortunately, the only sources I could locate were all at YouTube, and each of them was just a duplication of the other. The problems with that began with the quality of the video being extremely poor, with blurry or melted faces and other such detail loss.

All versions had Dutch or some similar subtitling, but that wasn't really a problem ─ or shouldn't be for anyone who isn't exceptionally picky. 

But the movie began with two young kids ─ a little girl and her somewhat older brother ─ short-cutting through a dock or train yard and talking together. There was no display of opening credits or anything of that nature, and I immediately had the impression that the feature I was watching had skipped the early beginning of the full movie.

However, as said, when I tried to watch it at any of the other possible YouTube sources, it was no different. As well, all of them listed the length of the movie ─ as displayed by the video player's timer scroll bar ─ to be something like two hours and 50 minutes. Yet the movie was only supposed to be something under 1½ hours. 

So why wasn't the full opening apparently present, and just what else was there supposed to be that was added to the movie?

With no choice but to resign myself to watching the feature from where it insisted on beginning, I then allowed myself to become as involved as I could. I even had two cans of strong (8% alcohol) beer to enhance that involvement.

The movie was clearly for children, but I was still enjoying its innocence. I particularly enjoyed the vast unlikelihood that a nurse who had two young children would bring home the strange somewhat elderly vagabond whose life her two kids had evidently saved when they pulled him from some railway tracks that he was laying across while unconscious from a head injury.

The mother not only brought home the stranger, but she often left him alone with her children while she went off for one reason or another. He had the run of the house, even though I believe that he was sleeping in the garage.

This actually made me feel quite good, rather than setting off alarm bells. After all, it was a wholesome Christmas movie ─ not a cautionary tale on how not to endanger one's children.

The two Homeland Security agents were a delight ─ one a trusting, guileless subordinate; and the other a know-it-all believer in sinister alien invaders, and who was played by very familiar actor Greg Germann. The pair were so ridiculously amateurish that it was actually endearing.

The two kids were sweethearts, and the trusting single mother was very likeable ─ the actress portraying her was Ione Skye, but I was not really at all familiar with her. She looked like I might have seen her before, but I would be very surprised that I should be able to still recognize her if indeed I did see one or more of her roles in the past.

Her name also seemed like I ought to be familiar with it to some degree, but I don't know why. The fact that her father is Donovan was a surprise, but there was no reason that being his daughter should make her in any way remotely familiar to me ─ by name or face. I don't really know anything about Donovan's personal life.

Incidentally, the little girl in the movie was played by actress Ali Lyons, whom I knew nothing about. However, apparently she had a small role in the T.V. series Game of Thrones, but I don't recall the part. 

Alas, just as the movie seemed to have begun, this one ended similarly. That is, just as we are deep into our happy ending, single mom (actress Ione Skye) seems about to be proposed to by her police officer sort-of-boyfriend...and suddenly the movie jumps back to a far earlier section of the production and starts replaying from there.

That was where all of the extra duration to the video came from ─ a replay of most of the film. However, it does not replay as far as to where the first segment ended, so the proposal or whatever was to have happened is not available.

It was quite disappointing, and I have no idea why the jackass who uploaded the video to YouTube has done this ─ nor why any of the copycats who also have a copy of the video there would want to perform the same disservice to people who wanted to see the film.

It's a deep shame. Had the whole movie been made available, I might have watched it again this coming Christmastime if my brother brings his girlfriend Bev to spend a couple of days with us as he has done over recent Christmases.    

There was one thing about the storyline that I wish had been explained ─ to wit, why did the father of the kids just skip out on the family some years before? The kids loved and missed him, and even their mother seemed not to have ever fathomed why he abandoned them.  

And I see that somehow time has run away from me ─ it is already 7:30 p.m., and I must be free to get to bed if my brother is not home by his 8:30 p.m. deadline. Heck, I even have some exercising yet to do.

I must go!

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Wednesday, 28 October 2020

πŸ’€☠πŸ’€☠πŸ’€☠ From Bad to Rather Good


After getting to bed early last evening because my younger brother failed to arrive here until well after 9 p.m., I didn't manage too much sleep before finding myself awake enough again to be curious on the time early into the midnight hour, so I rose then on the chance that I might eventually be able to customize the three essential pages that I just recently discovered had been automatically published when I transferred an installation of WordPress via FileZilla to my new website and had it thereafter activated.

I never had that happen before ─ that is, I have never had WordPress automatically publish dummy or draft copies of the "About", "Privacy", and Terms & Conditions" pages upon activating the package, but that is clearly what occurred.

So at present when one visits my website Thai-Iceland.com, those three presently irrelevant pages are there for any visitor to access, for as yet I have not published any posts. Heck, I haven't even begun working on a post as yet ─ I have been wanting to revise those three dummy pages first, but I am not finding that I have the time to even do that.

When I rose early into the midnight hour last night, I found that my wife must have fairly recently arrived home, and my younger brother had just retired to his bedroom for the night. I felt obliged to socialize and otherwise be a presence for my wife for possibly an hour before she finally called it a night.

Then when I was able to do any work here at my computer, I busied myself with the day's post at my private blog.

By the time that was over with, I felt 'burned out' and no longer capable of doing anything constructive. But did I simply go to bed for needed sleep? Of course not.

And so it was after 5:30 a.m. (I hope that it wasn't really after 6:30 a.m.) before I finally turned from the completion of my self-abuse and sought vitally needed sleep.

Yet my day was to begin around 9:15 a.m., for that was the time when I found myself awake enough to be curious. My brother was already downstairs watching T.V. and drinking instant coffee.

I do not typically join him during the week until around 10 a.m., so I came here instead to my computer to deal with accumulated E-mails and whatnot.

When I soon thereafter did join my brother, I had in mind an 18-minute video that I had watched a couple or so days before that I felt he should see. There are a number of sources for it, so I will only link to this one at Global Research: Video: Robert F. Kennedy, Jr.: International Message for Freedom and Hope.  

I had actually forwarded the video to a large number of people in my E-mail "Address Book" overnight when I was up, and gave the following message:

Due to Robert Kennedy’s condition of spasmodic dysphonia, I find myself unable to listen to him for very long, even though I recognize that at heart he’s ‘a good man’.

However, I did sit through this 18-minute video he put out on October 24 ─ not quite a week ago. Maybe it helped that the video has subtitles, for I found myself reading along and it really took the strain off trying to catch everything he was saying.

In the video, he is speaking out against the erosion of freedoms that is taking place throughout the world, all because of COVID-19 fears.

I did some research about his claim concerning tuberculosis (TB) deaths, and TB Alliance.org does indeed say “TB is the leading infectious cause of death in the world, killing 1.4 million each year.

By contrast, World O Meters.info says COVID-19 is responsible so far for over 200,000 fewer deaths than TB has killed.

Additionally, it’s common practice to list a death as a COVID death, as long as the person who died did so while infected with the virus ─ whether or not he or she was dying from something else.

Scroll down this list at World O Meters.info to the very bottom where you’ll find various running statistical updates on HEALTH.

Over 6.75 million people have died from cancer so far this year; over 4 million from smoking; over 2 million from alcohol ─ why haven’t our governments worldwide taken extreme measures to try and curb these far more deadly causes of death?

You now have to wear a face mask to shop for groceries nearly everywhere, but you can buy all the booze you want without question or restriction even though it’s caused more deaths that the COVID virus.

Why aren’t there regulations in place to protect us from the known causes and contributors of cancer? Why aren’t the culpable businesses being forced to close that sell products that are known to contribute to cancer?

No, but innocent businesses everywhere are suffering because of lockdowns, shutdowns, and crippling distancing restrictions that are being imposed and enforced out of fear of a virus that is far less dangerous than cancer, alcohol, or smoking.

Something is truly out of whack with all of this COVID fuss and fury. It's beyond irrational.

Robert Kennedy talked about a newsletter or something his organization is offering, but he never said what it was ─ I think that it's probably The Defender, if you're interested.

I was actually somewhat reluctant to impose the video onto my brother, for I had begun to lose my sense of its weight and importance. However, once the presentation got underway, I could see that he was interested in it and that his interest grew ─ and so did my appreciation of the speech. In fact, I actually found the video to be more impactful than when first I viewed it.

However, the E-mail I sent out went to at least 51 different people, yet not one of them replied back with any comment whatsoever. 

I now hear my wife home downstairs at 6:03 p.m., so I am going to have to conclude my post. She has not yet worked this week, so she has been home a lot ─ and is primarily responsible for why I have been unable to have any spare time to work on my website.

Maybe tonight. I will be getting to bed early again, for my brother bused away to hook up with some of his drinking buddies at the Green Timbers Pub. This has become a weekly event, and he will not likely be home until well past 9 p.m., if not even beyond 10 p.m.

I think that I am going to celebrate and watch some T.V. while enjoying some beer.

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Tuesday, 27 October 2020

Some Ongoing Shower Wall Renovation


With my wife home all day yesterday, I had no time for a post here that day.

After she arrived home Sunday afternoon, she impressed her eldest son into a repair job in the bathroom. Specifically, the job entailed covering over a hole in the tiled wall where a metal soap dish had been for the convenience of anyone bathing or showering.

Late last week when my wife was previously home, she had gotten overzealous cleaning in the bathroom and took it upon herself to try and figure out why the tiled wall around the soap dish was somewhat 'bloated'. Unsupervised, she eventually got the soap dish extracted and removed all of the essentially rotted backboard immediately behind the soap dish, leaving just the hole where it had been, and a space behind it of three or so inches to the actual wall.

I guess she tasked her older boy with the repair job before she left (she spends her weekends somewhere in Vancouver ─ such is our sorry marriage), but nothing was done while she was away.

I was uninvolved ─ she never said a word to me about the project she had created. Besides, I bathe ─ it is only she and her two sons who constantly shower and are responsible for our damaged bathtub / shower wall. None of them have ever bothered to wipe down the wall after a shower, and sometimes even the shower curtain will be drawn following a shower, thereby hampering the possibility of any drying of the wall on its own.

I long ago washed my hands of the irresponsible idiots. I'll draw open the shower curtain anytime I enter the bathroom, but that's as far as I involve myself. If they want to live with black mould and water-damaged walls, that's their choice. I'm not cleaning their behinds for them.

Anyway, since my wife's return Sunday afternoon, the 26-year-old has been one busy young man. He's come to thoroughly appreciate just what folly has been afoot in the context of showering the past dozen years since he and his brother came here from Thailand to live with us.

I overheard him speaking with my brother this afternoon ─ my brother had only then become aware of what has been taking place in the bathroom, for he exclusively uses the en suite shower room / toilet in his bedroom. 

I have since spoken with the lad and learned that the wall repair is still not finalized, and even baths are not possible because when the tub is weighted down with water, it stretches the spaces between the tiles enough to cause cracking of the sealant between the tiles. As a result, at present he has the tub full of water and the affected tile spacing freshly sealed, and it's probably going to take another couple or so days to have the task (hopefully) completed.

He and his mother had enlarged the hole by removing surrounding tiles and even more damaged drywall or backboarding, and he put in and glued a new backboarding section with new tiling applied to it.  

He said to my brother that they have spent a few hundred dollars thus far on materials.

Further, the lad got my brother's okay for them to use the en suite shower in my brother's bedroom. However, I think that they all realize that they can only do that when he is away for the afternoon and before he is home again in the evening from wherever he has gone to do his daily drinking.

My brother can become obliterated from his drinking, and I don't think any of them are likely to care to risk having a shower in the evening when the threat is there that my brother's drunken persona is going to dim-wittedly go into his bedroom to use the toilet after he is home.

My wife especially will not wish to incur that experience.

The lad told me that she actually did use the shower this afternoon once my brother had left, and before she too headed away around 3 p.m. (it is already after 6 p.m., so I am rushing to get this post completed and published).

As for me, I do not intend to shower, but neither do I bathe daily. Today was a scheduled bath day, for I last had one on Friday. Thus, I shall content myself with 'touch-ups' of the essential body-parts.

But it is not lost upon me how the carelessness of my wife and her two sons has now inconvenienced even me, the sole member of this household of five who only takes baths.

However, on to another topic.

Late yesterday morning when I joined my brother just after 10 a.m. to watch some T.V. through the convenience of our Android TV Box, I tuned in what turned out to be an unexpectedly good movie ─ 2016's My Blind Brother

I had originally added the movie title to a list sometime last year when I was taking note of films that featured actress Zoe Kazan. I am something of a fan of hers.

She only had a supporting role in this movie, but thanks to her presence, I am now aware of delightful actress Jenny Slate ─ what a dish!

She displayed a beautiful physique in the film, and she has the same sort of sexy voice that I have always loved about actress Jennifer Tilly. Jennifer was such a sexy presence in her younger roles back in the 1980s and 1990s. However, I don't think I have seen anything she has been in over the course of the past 20 years.

I repeat that it was a very enjoyable movie, and I could tell that even my brother appreciated both it and Jenny Slate.

When I watched some T.V. this morning with my brother, this time I tuned in a Dr. Joseph Mercola interview: Dr. David Brownstein Discusses Nebulized Peroxide

He didn't seem at all keen, for Dr. Mercola takes a little adjusting to, and I've tuned in a few of his video interviews this year already. My brother knows they tend to be rather long.

However, it was a very good topic, and it is truly a disgrace that the medical community does not embrace this therapy in the treatment of SARS-CoV-2 infections.

In fact, early this year I bought a pair of the type of nebulizers from AliExpress that had been recommended previously by Dr. Mercola, but I have only used regular hydrogen peroxide at its full 3% strength even though I realize that it contains undesirable extras.

This is the model that I bought a pair of ─ the pair cost considerably less than a single nebulizer would have if I bought it here in North America:

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Unfortunately, due to how badly the fake 'pandemic' has slowed down most of commerce, it took a long, long time for the shipment to get to me. However, I blame Canada Customs, for they apparently received it and waited many weeks before finally releasing it so that it could continue its journey to me.

I am considering ordering some food-grade hydrogen peroxide in the next few days ─ 3% again. I don't trust myself to properly dilute the 35% strength. But I'll order it from Amazon Canada.

Even 3% is unnecessarily strong, though. So I am probably going to start diluting it.  

Oh my gosh! It's already after 7 p.m., and I still have some exercising to do. I must bring this post to a close right here.

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Sunday, 25 October 2020

My Second and Final Remaining Domain Is Now Set Up With InterServer


I was in an undeniably bad way when last I posted ─ best no more be said. 

I watched a Christmas movie early last evening, and had a can of strong (8% alcohol) beer while doing so. The movie was 2010's Farewell Mr. Kringle.

I had concern that it would fail to involve me emotionally, but that was not the case. However, some of that emotion may have been due to the mental framework I was already locked into.

The lead role in the movie belonged to actress Christine Taylor, whom I cannot say I have ever seen act before. Nevertheless, I liked her. And it seemed to this appraising old-timer that she had unusually well-developed calves for someone who seemed otherwise to have relatively slim legs.

If my younger brother has his girlfriend Bev over for a couple of days this coming Christmastime (she has sometimes spent as many as a couple of successive nights here), I may re-watch the movie with the two of them.

The movie took me to approximately 9:15 p.m. (I had tuned it in via our Android TV Box), and I had to cancel out of it just as the closing credits began because my younger brother was arriving home well beyond the unspoken 8:30 p.m. deadline that I have in place for him.

In truth, I had to overstay myself in the living room just to catch all of the final scene; and so in my rush to cancel out of the credits and then the Android TV Box itself, as well as get the T.V. switched back over to its basic cable programming, I neglected to turn down the volume.

I realized this once I was into my bed when I heard the T.V. boom loudly once my brother had turned it on, for I had raised up the volume to '60' out of a possible scale of '100' for benefit of the movie. Normally, I turn the volume down to '22' when I switch the T.V. over to its basic cable.

Had I not been so rushed to escape the living room, I would not have been so neglectful.

Unfortunately, I was still emotional after getting to bed, and this likely delayed my sleep for some time. 

Of course sleep ultimately did arrive, but the point came where my curiosity had me checking the time in the latter half of the midnight hour, and that is when I rose to come here to my computer to involve myself in some work. 

Initially, my brother was still stirring about in his bedroom with the light on, so I knew that he had not retired to his room all that much before I had emerged from mine. 

I had morning plans to do some grocery shopping, so I didn't wish to sit up too long. I like to arrive on foot to the store as soon after its 7 a.m. opening as is comfortable for me ─ the store is at least a 1¼-mile hike from here.

However, with that said, I became quite involved with 'perfecting' the first post at my new website MyRetirementDream.com before I finally got the effort published: Sir Rᴏʙᴇʀᴛ H. Sα΄„Κœα΄α΄Κ™α΄œΚ€Ι’α΄‹'s 1860 Boat Excursion from Bangkok

I put a heck of a lot of work into that post! But tweaking the finalizations ere publishing it took longer than I realized, for I lost track of the time. I think that it was at least 4:30 a.m. before I checked. There was no way I was going to continue sitting up and then make that hike to go shopping.

And so with only a little more than an hour in which to get some bed rest, I set my cellphone's alarm for 5:45 a.m., and then I nestled into bed to try and seek a nap.

That alarm sounded much sooner than I cared. I did manage to nap a little, but I craved to remain abed ─ and I did so for five or more minutes thereafter.

But I knew that I needed to have a cup of hot black instant coffee, and I needed the time in which to drink it, so I got myself up to go downstairs and get the water boiling.

As I sat here drinking that cup of coffee, I got involved in making a post at my private blog; and as a result, before I had it completed and published, the delay in getting ready for my cold outing resulted in me not leaving home until after 7 a.m. ─ the store was already open before I had even left home.

My destination was the nearest outlet (Google Map) of Save-On-Foods, the only market that I know of that opens at 7 a.m. and does not have a mandatory face mask policy ─ I refuse to shop anywhere that does have any such policy. 

The night before marked our first experience with frost hereabouts at this end of the year. Yesterday was quite clear and sunny, and so the sky overnight was also mainly clear. As a consequence, I was indeed chilly when I left home this morning in the dark. The sky only had the vaguest hint of some blue in the east.

I was to see two separate individuals in the vicinity of Surrey Place (Central City) ─ which is approximately a mile from here ─ sleeping on the street. 

Naturally they were not literally sleeping on the street. The first person was huddled up in a sheltered bus stop, and was entirely covered over with a transparent sheet of plastic. He or she may only have had heavy clothing on ─ that is, nothing like a blanket or sleeping bag.

The second person was just a short distance beyond, and nestled into a sleeping bag, in a bit of nook and tight up alongside the Simon Fraser University tower. If whomever it was chose the spot judiciously, perhaps there was a vent discharging heated air.

As for my shopping, I didn't really need very much. Yet by the time I was done shopping, my load ─ distributed between two carrying or tote bags ─ was even heavier than what I had complained about last weekend.

I had to stop three or four times to adjust my grips on the bags; and by the time I was home again, some of my fingers were badly stinging from the cold. Once I was into the warm house, I had to endure that 'thawing' agony before I could begin putting away my purchases.

When that small chore was done, I came here to soon begin work on this post. My brother rose a short time ago and is now downstairs reading a newspaper and enjoying his morning coffee.

It is presently 9:41 a.m., and I am keen to return to bed. I am certainly in need of further sleep, but I also want to escape the discomfort of considerable hunger. Due to my lifestyle embarkation maybe eight weeks ago of intermittent fasting, I must deny myself any calories until at least the passage of 12:30 p.m. 

Since it is easier to pass the ensuing few hours with as little awareness as possible, some time napping will help cut down on the wait before I can finally enjoy one of my sumptuous hot caffeinated beverages that are practically a meal in themselves.

So I shall break here, and resume considerably later in my day when I have something further to report.

oooooooooooooo

It is now 5:22 p.m., and my afternoon is nigh done.

I have not expended it without purpose ─ I have gotten my second and final remaining domain (of the six that I had owned for a decade or more) now set up as a website by making of it an addon domain to my main domain website MyRetirementDream.com which is webhosted at InterServer.

Since there is no purpose yet in linking to the website (Thai-Iceland.com), I will not do so. As yet, I still need to get WordPress installed into it, and then create the requisite three or four static pages that are the 'bare bones' minimum that a website should have.

I also got both websites linked to the FTP software installation of FileZilla that I have on my computer. I opted to give Thai-Iceland.com its own FTP setup just in case one day I decide to separate the two domains and have Thai-Iceland.com placed onto a different shared server account all of its own.

Figuring out how to connect FileZilla to MyRetirementDreram.com took me quite some while.

I would like to return to resume work on Thai-Iceland.com rather than waste time droning on with today's post, but I don't honestly believe that I have sufficient time remaining in my day. I still have some exercising I feel obligated to tackle; and of course, I need for my evening to be all cleared up so that I can hightail to bed if I notice my younger brother arriving home beyond his 8:30 p.m. deadline.

When I had my late morning nap and then rose early into the noon hour, I found him gone. No doubt, he would have eventually rendezvoused with fellow drinkers, and it was far too early into the afternoon for him to be doing that.

The odds of him being in reasonable condition by the time he arrives home are most poor.

And now my wife has shown up (5:55 p.m.) for the first time this weekend ─ I really must take my leave from blogging for today. 

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Saturday, 24 October 2020

Some Days Aren't Worth Blogging During

Last evening was one of those in which I became keenly aware of just how alone I am in life. I had run overlong with finalizing yesterday's post in this blog, and it was already after 8 p.m. by the time I had the post published and then bathed, and was able to go downstairs for a quick small supper.

I needed to be set to repair to my bedroom at the sight of my younger brother's homecoming if he was any later than 8:30 p.m., for I cannot risk his state anymore when he comes home that late after wherever he has been drinking.

My two stepsons were home, but we hardly ever commune. They remain in their den area when they are not in the kitchen. The living room and the T.V. are strictly where my brother and I hang out, for the lads never watch T.V. with us.

It was too late for me to tune in anything, so I just sat eating my small supper as I listened to the stereo and watched for my brother's arrival ─ I can easily view the cul-de-sac outside and the mouth of our driveway from where I was seated.

Well, 8:30 p.m. arrived. But not five minutes thereafter, I witnessed my brother finally showing up.

A deadline is a deadline, even when missed by a very few or even a single minute, so I hustled upstairs to my bedroom to finish my meal behind the closed bedroom door.

While I was downstairs eating in the darkened living room, I had occasion to reflect upon how singularly lonely I am, but I generally fail to have much sense of it. I was feeling it there in the living room.

And then as I self-isolated in my bedroom to finish my meal before finally going to bed around 8:53 p.m., that awareness of how lonely I am was even more intense.

My brother can barely wait each day to get away in the early afternoon to ultimately resume his drinking somewhere, thereby rendering himself ─ in all likelihood ─ unbearable from my perspective.

I love my two stepsons, but we have nothing in common and rarely consort.

My wife and I have not been intimate in over 7½ years, and she spends most of her free time somewhere in Vancouver. She only stays home during the workweek when she is faced with her part-time schedule working at the Thai restaurant that employs her. The restaurant is located in a direction opposite to that of Vancouver when viewed from our home as a starting point, so it is to her great inconvenience to commute to or from the restaurant  if she remained hanging out in Vancouver. Thus, she will spend time here at home weekdays. Besides, as said, her two sons are resident here ─ the bond among the three of them is profound.

Of late, however, she doesn't seem to have a word to say to me ─ kind or otherwise.

And I have no friends near ─ no one with whom I can spend time and share burdens and woes with. I essentially live in isolation ─ not just when I am shut up behind my bedroom's closed door.

I do not drive; and at the age of 71, I am practically housebound because of that. Compounding the effectiveness of that containment is the overwhelming credit debt that I have allowed my wife to plunge me into over the years since she came here to Canada to live with me over 14 years ago.

In addition, I have certain physical woes that I care not to discuss, but which further demean my sense of overall self-respect. I feel like I am dying off in increments ─ more and more, things just don't work like they should or once did.

It seems like I have pleaded and begged God for the bulk of my life to help me, and I honestly cannot say that a prayer has ever been answered. And with the inexorable failure of my marriage, His utter absence of care or concern reinforces that conclusion. 

It also impresses within me the conviction that I am unworthy of His regard. I have no special purpose ─ no reason for being. I am unworthy of His benign sustainment; and further, my marriage is as nothing to Him.

I am saying too much. I ought not have posted anything today. Suffice it that when I turned off the bedside lamp last evening and settled into my bed, there were some tears that God can be so monstrous.

It is nearly 7:30 p.m. Believe it or not, I think that I might just locate myself a Christmas movie, and watch as much of it as I can while enhancing the mood with some beer. A good movie ought to generate some tears as I reminisce about the hearty warmth of Christmases I will never again know.

Friday, 23 October 2020

On Strike for Christmas


Early last evening I was finally able to find and locate a source for a Christmas movie that I have sought since last Christmas season. It was so unexpected that I indulged in two cans of the strong (8% alcohol) beer that I keep in stock. 

The movie was On Strike for Christmas

There was no special reason that I wanted to find and watch the movie ─ it just happened to be the next in the list of Hallmark and Lifetime Christmas movies that I began working my way through last Fall, a process that I had begun with the very first Christmas movie each of those entities had produced. 

I got as far as this 2010 movie, and then found myself stuck. Nowhere could I locate a free online source.

Several months ago I downloaded the Stremio 'app' into our Android TV Box, but even it kept failing to find a source that actually played, although once I thought that it had. At the time, I was not prepared to sit and watch a full movie ─ I was just feeling the 'app' out. It seemed to find a source that actually began to play, if I am remembering correctly; but I had to kill the feed and await a more opportune occasion.

And I was never again able to get a working source in Stremio until early last evening. 

When the connection was made and the movie began to actually play, I was almost jubilant. I was dreading having to soon continue my march through Christmas movies and have to leave this one unseen. 

The movie was nothing special in that it never affected me emotionally ─ something I seek from Christmas movies. But it was chock full of the trappings of Christmas ─ snow, decorations and lights galore from start to finish, and even some Christmas music. 

I knew the lead was actress Daphne Zuniga, someone I was fairly familiar with for many years ─ probably originally because of her regular role in Melrose Place, a series I rarely ever watched, oddly enough. However, there doesn't seem to be any other series she was regularly in that goes back far enough to have inspired the familiarity.

I was never a fan of hers, but I have to admit that it was nice seeing the more mature Daphne Zuniga of 2010 displaying her years, yet still looking very attractive. And I see that she will be turning 58 in just five days!

I did not know that Julia Duffy was featured in the movie ─ she played Daphne's character's mother. Julia's formerly blonde hair is now white, but I thought that she and Daphne looked approximately the same age ─ Julia seemed to me rather miscast to be so much Daphne's elder.

I now see that I was right about that ─ Julia turned 69 late this past June. So she is just roughly 11⅔ years older than Daphne, if I have performed my math correctly.

It was thanks to Julia's role in Newhart that I came to be a fan. I was very much envious of the Peter Scolari character for his romantic relationship with hot little Julia in that series. 

Gosh, I just now found out that Julia had a real-life son who committed suicide last year, four months shy of having his 20th birthday. He jumped from a bridge, a suicide method I'm unsure I could turn to. I think that I would need to be both deeply emotional, and determined to cause myself great duress in the process of dying ─ but in such a way that I could not back out of the act once I engaged it. 

But getting back to On Strike for Christmas, I also recognized the actor playing Daphne's husband, but his name (David Sutcliffe) isn't really familiar to me, if at all. And I see that Daphne is 6⅓ years older than the actor. But for purposes of the characters that they played, the spread is easily believable ─ she's a fine looking woman.

Someone else I recognized but could not place was actress Alisen Down ─ she played one of Daphne's character's casual friends in the movie. I recognized her, but could not recall from where. I just knew that for some reason, the sight of her set off some alarm bells. 

I see now that it was because of her extremely villainous ongoing role in the T.V. series 12 Monkeys.

Anyway, my wife arrived home late into On Strike for Christmas, but she was immediately embroiled in communication with her two sons, and quickly enough she had the eldest involved in an online application of some sort for her.

When my movie ended, I killed time in the darkened living room just listening to the stereo, and watching for the arrival home of my younger brother. That was not to occur until after 9 p.m., at which point I hustled myself upstairs and used the bathroom, then quickly got to bed.

I was fully clothed, and only covered up with a blanket. I left my wife's bedside lamp on, and covered my eyes with a bandana blindfold.

As I expected, fairly early into the midnight hour following some sleep, I became curious on the time, and chose then to rise. My wife was still up, but she soon enough readied herself for bed. As yet, we had not said a word to one another since she first came home, and that was not to change.

It had been my hope to get around to working on the first post at my new website MyRetirementDream, but I got too involved in other online involvements and eventually had to return to bed around 4:30 a.m. with the draft post untouched.

Note that it had begun raining overnight, and that was to essentially mark our weather throughout today.

My actual morning began barely after 8 a.m., at which time I finally got at that website post for awhile. My wife rose around 9 a.m., and actually extended me a good morning as she passed by this room where I keep my computer, so I warmly responded in kind. She was on her way downstairs to the kitchen to perform some cooking for us all before she left us around 10:30 a.m. on her rather long drive to the Thai restaurant that employs her. 

She generally spends her weekends somewhere in Vancouver, so I do not expect to be seeing her before at least Sunday afternoon or evening, and maybe not even until Monday ─ such is our sorry marriage. However, it seems to be exactly what God wants for me. Or so I must conclude in light of all of my unanswered pleas and prayers.

My older maternal half-sister Phyllis phoned me late this morning after my wife had gone, and said that she was on her way here to bring me a USB cable for the laser printer she had loaned me back in (I think) the Spring. In all this time, I have been unable to use it.

She arrived midway through the noon hour, and held up my brother from heading off to play pool with Russ, one of his drinking buddies. They were supposed to rendezvous around 1 p.m., but Phyllis never left us until possibly as much as 1:10 p.m.

Oh, well ─ we do not often see the gal. He clearly appreciated that.

It is already after 7 p.m., and I have a little exercising to get out of the way prior to having myself a bath. Since I must be all set to get to bed early if my brother fails to arrive home by 8:30 p.m., I must bring this post to a close and get those two obstacles to my early bedtime out of the way.

I also need to have a little supper, so it ought to be apparent that I am quite pressed here for time. 

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Thursday, 22 October 2020

"The Long Night"


My wife did not show up last evening nor overnight, so my sleep was unaffected insofar as concerned her. And since my younger brother ─ as I expected ─ did not show up until well past 9 p.m., I was to bed before his arrival. Actually, no one was home when I retired, for both of my stepsons were also away at that point.

After a little sleep, it was just about precisely midnight when I was awake enough to be curious on the time, so that was when I rose to eventually put in some work on my new website's first post. Before I tackled that, however, I cleared away a post at my private blog.

The weather today and yesterday has been decent ─ a chilly blend of Sun and cloud, but no rain. And it is even possible that over the weekend, our nighttime low may reach the freezing level for the first time hereabouts this Fall.

Midday yesterday when I was watching T.V. with my younger brother, and using our Android TV Box to do so, he wanted to break off earlier than usual so that he could get some bed rest prior to an expected phone call relating to his investments.

As a result, we truncated the episode of Game of Thrones that we were deep into. Specifically, it was the rather infamous night episode of episode three in the eighth and final season ─ the episode titled "The Long Night".   

We were both prepared that this final season was to include an episode that had so many murky dark scenes that viewers complained loudly of being unable to follow the happenings. We had already seen our fill of those kinds of scenes, so we were not much looking forward to an entire episode like that.  

My brother correctly guessed early into the episode that this had to be the  one we had been awaiting.

I had researched earlier this year why it was that producers continue to film night scenes that are actually dark, and not just use the common practice for T.V. movies and series that is used for most bedtime scenes wherein someone will turn off their ceiling or bedside light, but we the viewers only have the lighting dimmed instead of blacked right out as would be the situation if the room truly had been plunged into darkness.

Apparently the primary reason for the filming of true nighttime blackness is that many theatrical movie producers are accustomed to filming where the final production is going to be plastered across a huge theatre screen, and not a far smaller television screen; and so they do not make the necessary accommodation for those smaller home screens. 

Anyway, yesterday we had watched about an hour and 10 minutes of the extended episode, so today we re-commenced it from approximate the 98-minute mark to allow us to become immersed back into it and refresh ourselves with the happenings that had most recently taken place.

It was most certainly a stirring episode, right from the early start when the great cavalry horde of Dothraki warriors fearlessly charged into the night, each with his enchanted flaming arakh held aloft and swinging, as the sole assault against the advancing army of the dead.

We witness the Dothraki as a mass of flaming light advancing in the darkness, distantly yelling their battle cries as they charge; and then the lights quickly begin to extinguish and the warrior cries diwndle until all is again dark and silent.

The Dothraki as a warrior force no longer existed. Each man had met death just as he wanted to die ─ fighting alongside his brethren.

The whole episode was wonderful and stirring because of how hopeless it all seemed, yet mortal warrior men and women fought on nobly, each facing death in their own fashion. And since we the viewers had no knowledge of how the battle could possibly turn out in favour of humanity as the fighters slowly became overwhelmed by the seemingly endless undead masses, the excitement never abated.

My brother and I are left wondering just how many of the "Unsullied" warriors remained, for they valiantly stood in staunch defence of castle Winterfell as the masses of dead swarmed ─ the "Unsullied" had formed a wall of shields and spears and were doing their utmost to protect remaining survivors of the outlying human army who were now desperately making a retreat into the temporary protection of Winterfell's walls.  

Queen Daenerys Targaryen ─ "The Mother of Dragons" ─ must by now have hardly any army left, so it's going to be most interesting to see how she and Jon Snow are going to manage to recoup and then turn south to battle treacherous Cersei Lannister and her forces. 

Lots is ahead in this final season yet!

Incidentally, my wife phoned during the epilogue to that episode ─ she has an uncanny knack for texting or phoning me when I am deeply immersed in something like this. At least I now have it direct that she will be coming home later today.

My brother and I might have tuned in the next episode of Game of Thrones, but he had earlier taken a call from what sounded to me to have been one of his drinking buddies. They were arranging to meet up around 12:45 - 1 p.m., so there was no time for a full episode.

Notwithstanding my wife ─ present or not ─ I will retire early this evening if my brother fails to be home by 8:30 p.m. 

Of course, of late he has proven intolerable to me even when he has been home before 8:30 p.m., so it may not matter if he makes the deadline that I have in place for him. If he is too insufferably drunk, I will not try to watch any of our shows with him.

Before I close for today, I want to condemn Amazon and what they are doing to their struggling affiliates.

Up until a few months back, I could expect to have at least a thousand clicks per month on the ads that I have my affiliate code embedded within. Sometimes I would exceed 2,000 clicks in a month, and at least twice I exceeded 3,000 clicks.

Then just a few months back, I found that I was failing to even manage to get 100 clicks in a month. And now, the last time this month that I received any clicks was on the 9th ─ my account has been dead flat since then without even a single click on any day since.

I don't know what Amazon is doing, but somehow they are cheating us of recognition for the hits our ads are receiving from potential shoppers.

In my mind, this is criminal. 

And at the top of my account thre is this Important Notice:

"We have updated the Product Advertising API rates policy to reduce usage limits for accounts which are not driving revenue. Please refer to the Efficiency Guidelines for more information."

That message has been there for at least several months, but guess what? The link to the "Efficiency Guidelines" is obsolete. You won't find any such section if you click on the link. And even when a search is done for "Efficiency Guidelines", there does not seem to be any such section. 

At heart, they're shady crooks.

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Wednesday, 21 October 2020

Getting By


I am presently beginning this post at 3:40 a.m., for I rose around two hours ago after getting to bed well ahead of 9 p.m. last evening.

My younger brother had arrived home ahead of the unspoken 8:30 p.m. deadline that I have in place for him, so I was set to give him a trial insofar as concerned watching a few of our T.V. shows together ─ I was already watching an episode of one of the T.V. series I follow independently of him.

However, even before I had yet seen him as he entered the house and was removing his jacket and footwear, he drunkenly snarled out loud, "Turn it down!" 

The reference was to the T.V. ─ it seems God had come home, and was laying down the law as to how conditions have to be for his Worship.

I was so infuriated that I could scarcely contain myself, and it is fortunate that my wife was home and busy in the kitchen, for my brother went there first to get himself a beer to add to his utter inebriation. 

The two of them involved themselves in a discussion of the painting she had earlier done in the kitchen, as well as the supper fare she had prepared ─ the stove fan was in fact running on high, and creating a fair nose. Thus it was that no one heard me raging out loud there in the living room before I switched off the Android TV Box I had been using to watch my show, and then I left the T.V. on basic cable as I took my outrage upstairs to be away from the sot that my brother so regularly embraces becoming.

He was absolutely free to sit in the darkened living room all by himself for the remainder of the evening swilling beer to his miserable heart's content.

I had just finished drinking a can of the strong (8% alcohol) beer that I keep in supply, so that contributed to my furious indignation over my loutish feeble-brained brother.

I didn't waste too much time before betaking myself to bed. My wife already had the light on at her bedside, so I shut the door and retired with a bandana blindfold in place. Either my wife or one of her two sons had appropriated the bathroom just before I sought my bed, for I had come here to my computer after leaving the living room (I keep my computer in a small room immediately next to my bedroom), and I spent several minutes here as I fumed.    

The can of beer ─ along with some other fluid that I had consumed related to my late supper ─ made it essential that I use 'the facilities' before I came to bed, so I risked use of my brother's en suite shower room to use the toilet there.

After I was to bed, my wife came into the bedroom at least three times in short order, fetching something or putting something away. I just lay silently with my bandana blindfold and bedding hiding most of my face.

It was difficult reigning in my upset at my brother, so I struggled with that for quite a while. And then further discomfort set in relating to the excess fluid I had recently consumed ─ I decided to use the toilet again to quell the building unease that would inevitably deter my approach to sleep. 

The bathroom was still occupied by someone ─ my two stepsons can work in tandem to inconvenience me as thoroughly as is conceivably possible in the evenings, denying me use of that essential convenience. It can become so aggravating that I sometimes begin to accept that it is being done deliberately just to vex me.

And so once more, I had to sneak into my brother's bedroom and hope he was not suddenly inspired to come upstairs to seek his own relief.

I acquired my relief. Yet after returning to bed, sleep was still well removed from me; and in time, mounting disturbance of the kidney / bladder variety yet again compelled me to seek necessary relief. This time, fortunately, the bathroom was finally free.

However, I noticed that the only light on downstairs was in the boys' den area; and my computer room was also dark ─ my wife usually resorts to it in the latter evening, so it was unusual that she was not ensconced there. She must likely be with her two sons ─ she will often eat a lavish snack there with them.

Anyway, ultimately I was to manage to find sleep. And then came that point well past 1 a.m. awhile ago when I awakened enough to be curious on the time, and I decided then to rise. I had not brushed my teeth before retiring to bed, so I figured on doing that ─ my wife, who was probably shut up in this room by that time, would realize that I was up, and she would then vacate the room and begin readying for bed (she is as a rule a night owl).    

So I opened my bedroom door and saw that the house was in darkness ─ the sole light that was on was my wife's bedside lamp. She was not home. She must have taken off for somewhere in the evening shortly after I had taken my retirement from my idiot brother and gone to bed.

And now here it is, 4:26 a.m., and I don't think I have time to work on the post I so badly want to complete at my new website. But I have to give it something of a go, so I am going to break from this post until later today when I ought to have something else to write about.

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It is now past 7:30 p.m., so I must rush this post to a conclusion. I spent most of my 'free' time this afternoon working on my website post, but it is still days from completion.

First, I wanted to mention that early last evening, I watched the second season finale of Good Trouble. I'm no real fan of the series, for I cannot identify with any one of the characters, and I also find it hard to feel sympathetic for most of them.

However, in the finale, I did appreciate middle-aged character Dennis (played by actor Josh Pence) finally professing his love to overweight character Davia (played by actress Emma Hunton). In real life, there is an approximate nine years' difference in their ages, but I don't know what the spread is supposed to be in the series.

Frankly, not much else about the finale mattered too much to me ─ some of it seemed rather contrived.

I keep wondering what I would have done if I was close with someone overweight like Davia who was comparatively younger than I was when I was in my middle years?

Lastly, I want to say that I do very much love my brother, but the drunkard is someone else. This morning, I had my brother back.

Shortly after 10 a.m. I tuned in a 21-minute video titled "Human 2.0"? A Wake-up Call to the World featuring attractive Dr. Carrie Madej. I tuned it in through our Android TV Box, accessing it via one of the browser 'apps' I have downloaded into it, and specifically locating a copy of the video at BitChute.com such as this example.

She did a very good job of presenting to laypeople why we need to be far beyond just wary of the coming SARS-CoV-2 vaccines.

My brother watched the entire thing without complaint.

He headed off this early afternoon to catch a bus and hook up with one or two of his drinking buddies at a pub that is somewhat common grounds to each of them, and does not favour anyone insofar as getting to it. As a result, I do not expect him home until well after 9 p.m., so I shall be getting to bed early again.

However, my wife is due home at some point this evening, I believe. She had to work today at the Thai restaurant that employs her.

It is now after 8 p.m., so I must close down for today.

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Tuesday, 20 October 2020

A Full Day With My Wife Home


In my last post two days ago, I had written that my wife wanted me to accompany her to assist her with advance voting in our B.C. general election now in progress ─ she was to have yesterday off work, so she felt there would be lots of opportunity to get it done that day. 

I had already voted early Sunday morning before she showed up from wherever it is that she tends to stay in Vancouver on her weekends.

Well, my wife went out Sunday evening. And although I got to bed relatively early that evening, and rose during the midnight hour or soon thereafter to perform some work here at my computer, she was still not back home by the time I returned to bed just ahead of 4 a.m. yesterday.

I had become extra tired, and had little inclination to rise until I surprised myself by checking the time at one point and seeing that it was almost 9:30 a.m. yesterday morning ─ this is an almost unheard of amount of bedtime for me.

To my additional surprise, my wife was in bed next to me. I had not heard her come home and to bed, nor did I recall being aware of her presence at any time during my sleep.

A third surprise was to rise and find that my younger brother was not downstairs watching T.V. ─ he was not home at all.

Despite how stiff my body was, and how foggy my wits, I decided to seize the opportunity and get out to the backyard toolshed for some token exercising. This chance rarely comes during the week when I have been up overnight.  

My brother was to return by 10:30 a.m. at latest. He had only been out to pick up his girlfriend Bev and take here somewhere for further medical testing related to her extremely high blood pressure and occasional onsets of profound dizziness. 

Anyway, with him home, we got a slightly later start than usual on our weekday latter-morning television viewing via the Android TV Box that I operate. I let him know that our older maternal half-sister had sent me an E-mail saying that she was coming over from her home in rural Langley to drop off what I hoped was the missing cord that would make a printer that she had left me in the Spring, finally be recognized by my laptop. Anytime I would insert the USB cable into my laptop, there was never the remotest recognition that anything was different.  

Well, around 11 a.m. at latest my brother announced that he could see Phyllis pulling into our driveway. She got out of her car and came towards the front door, so we waited for her knock.

But instead of hearing one for us to respond to, we then saw her going back to her car. Did she forget something in it, perhaps?

Nope! She climbed into her car, shut the door, and smartly backed out and drove off.

We haven't seen her since the late Spring, so this was beyond peculiar.

As for the cord, we found that she had just hung it outside our front door on the letterbox. And it proved to be just another power cord. When she first brought me her printer, it came with its required power cord and ─ I later discovered ─ an extraneous power cord that she had included (for 'good measure' I suppose).

I've since let her know via E-mail that she wasted her trip. As for her mysterious conduct, she claims that she is self-conscious about some sort of treatments she is receiving for large freckles or 'liver spots' on her face. Apparently the treatments may involve burning off the spots?

Not two hours ago (it is 3:52 a.m. as I type these words), I E-mailed her some information I learned about several weeks ago that suggested that 'liver spots' may well be caused by excessive consumption of harmful vegetable oils.

It was quite a lengthy E-mail, but these were two key statements:

While omega-3s [i.e., animal fats] make your cell membranes healthier, omega-6 fats from vegetable oils wreak havoc with your cellular metabolism, and have a half-life of 600 to 680 days....

One simple way to tell whether you might have a lot of bad fats in your system is to look at your skin. The dark so-called “age spots” or “liver spots” many have are caused by lipofuscin. Those spots can eventually disappear if you clean up your diet.

But I am getting sidetracked, as usual.

My wife never rose until the early afternoon, and never did bring up the topic of voting. She did not look at all adequately rested, so I figured that where it was concerned for her, today was 'a wash'. 

There is still advance voting in effect today, tomorrow, and Thursday; and the actual election is Saturday. She can yet vote if she truly wants to.

I am going to take a break from this post so I can get back to bed. I had retired around 9:20 p.m. last evening, and then rose around (I believe) 1:45 a.m. to get some work done here at my computer. My wife was still up ─ I would have thought that she would have been keen on getting to bed early after her poor previous night's sleep that actually involved the morning more than it did any actual night.

But I want to mention my disappointment after watching the third season finale on Sunday evening of the T.V. series GLOW

It was a Christmas episode, and it did a good job of inspiring within me some actual atmospheric feeling for Christmas. But that isn't the main reason I am telling of the episode. 

I have grown quite fond of the series over its three seasons, and some of the characters (women wrestlers) have become rather dear to me.

The episode ended as a cliffhanger of sorts, but there will never be a resolution ─ Netflix canned (cancelled) the series. 

Enough for now ─ it's 5:18 a.m., and I need some sleep. As usual, I got sidetracked yet again (after writing about that GLOW season finale).

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It is now 5:14 p.m., and my dear wife has been home all day. However, she has very little to say to me, so her presence is far more hindrance than help where work on my languishing website post is concerned ─ I am days from getting the darned thing published because it requires so very much ongoing research.

Because of that, I cannot begin anything with it unless I have considerable time to devote. And plainly put, I do not have any such time when my wife is home ─ even when she has nothing to say to me.

Today she has taken it upon herself to do some painting in the kitchen ─ even inside some lower cupboards. Then she progressed to the upstairs bathroom, and then got diverted by undertaking to somehow do some repair to the damaged shower wall where the insert is for a soap dish.

Between her and her two sons ─ who have been known to shower twice a day, and not that long ago the eldest even showered three times in a 24-hour period ─ the walls, although tiled, rarely get to dry off. The eldest lad will even draw the shower curtain right across after his shower, leaving the entire shower area shut off from air circulation. 

I think that in his mind it is better to allow the shower curtain to freely drip dry and not allow it to clump together with its post-shower wet folds, than it is to allow the walls to dry.

No one ever wipes the walls off after a shower.

I am a bather ─ I do not shower. In the 18 years I have lived in this house, the only times I showered were for the first couple of weeks following open knee surgery on my left leg. Since I could hardly risk immersing the fresh six-inch incision stretching down from my lower thigh to below my knee in bath water, I could only rinse myself and not sink back into a full bath. 

That was back in early November 2010.

I have steadfastly refused to spend my day wiping down the shower walls time and again after each person showers ─ my wife can do that. She can wipe her sons' butts ─ it sure ain't my job.

So any wall damage can be something they are all responsible for. But why she feels it incumbent upon herself to take on that task when she has a 26-year-old son and a 22-year-old son who could be impressed into the chore ─ well, it's far beyond my understanding.

However, I am the one who has to bear the day with the miserable soul that she becomes. Where her sons are concerned, there "seldom is heard a discouraging word" ─ it is only I who exists to bear her emotional distemper.

For Pete's sake, she and her two sons are perfectly welcome to take baths instead of showers if they don't want to be bothered wiping down the walls afterwards, but that has never been in their realm of what is acceptable.

It must be nice to feel so deserving of pamperdom. I just refuse to play along ─ I will not serve them.

I wasn't even going to bring up the topic with her of advance voting, but I have just discovered that the final day to do so is tomorrow and not Thrusday, and I believe that she has to work that day. I guess I will have to broach the topic after all.

I might as well call it a day and conclude this post. 

I think that I heard my wife claim today that she is now only working two days a week ─ is this how my weeks are to unfold in the near future, then? I'm to have the 'sweet thing' here all day long for three full days during each workweek?

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Sunday, 18 October 2020

My Vote Has Been Cast


As a result of my younger brother evidently staying with his girlfriend Bev last evening and spending the night at her home, I never had to get to bed too early as a measure to avoid him if he arrived home after his 8:30 p.m. deadline. Instead, my bedtime was around 10:45 p.m.

As usual, I never slept especially well; and finding myself awake enough to be checking the time at some point well past 1 a.m., I reluctantly rose to come here to my computer to deal with a few tasks.

I wanted to get out in the early morning and advance-vote in the current provincial election. The advance polling stations open at 8 a.m.

The sole advance polling station listed on my voter's card is about 2¼ miles from my home, yet I have read in at least a couple of different places that people are able to vote in any electoral district's polling stations, and are not restricted to doing so in their own electoral district.

Thus, if that was true, then the nearest advance polling station would only be about three blocks from home.

But I was somewhat suspicious, because each electoral district has always had voting ballots with the names of candidates that are of course specific only to that district. So if I happened to live in the far north of the province but was down here on a visit and wanted to vote, how likely would it be that any advance polling station I might stroll into around here would have the ballot I needed? 

Because of this uncertainty, I felt that I ought not to risk the local short walk, but instead tackle the very much longer hike. And that was going to require some further bed rest.

So around 5:15 a.m. I was back in bed with my cellphone's alarm set for 6:15 a.m. It seemed to me that if I left here at 7 a.m. or soon after, I would be able to arrive at the distant location around its opening time. It was raining, by the way.

Well, when my alarm sounded at 6:15 a.m., I was extremely overcome with the need for sleep. It has been a long while since I have felt in such a wretched state. And so it was that I was only able to just lay there for another 15 minutes, half-decided that I would not go.

But in the end, I did rally and went downstairs to boil water for a cup of hot instant black coffee. 

Nevertheless, I was to dally here at my computer with one thing or another until it became obvious that I would never be able to arrive at the distant voting location anywhere near its opening time.

I was going to have to try the voting station three blocks from here, and hope for the best. By this time, the rain was extremely light.

When I got to the location, I was to find that I was the only voter in the place, and I felt quite conspicuous. However, the young face-masked woman who received me at the door examined my voter's card and my ID, and seemed to have no problem with the fact that I came from the neighbouring electoral district ─ this was not even mentioned.

She had me extend my hands so she could squirt a dab of disinfectant on one of them for me to massage between my palms, and then sent me off to one of the stations that were set up.

All of the personnel in the place were wearing face masks, and each person manning a voting station did so from behind a glass or plexiglass shield or window. My station was manned by a young fellow whom I often could not understand ─ his face mask and the transparent shield on his desk profoundly muffled his voice. There were times when I was unable to understand even one word in an entire sentence. 

But I finally did figure out the voting process. I was given a ballot with a blank space at the bottom where I was to enter my chosen candidate's name ─ I have never before had to do that.

What concerns me about this process is just how forgiving the people will be who tabulate such ballots. For example, if I was told that I had to print my candidate's name and not write it, I never heard it said ─ I simply chose to do so, for it seemed most likely to be what was expected.

However, what of people with atrocious handwriting who are barely above making scribbles at best?

And did it matter if a candidate's name was entered by first and then last name, instead of by having the last name indicated first?

I have no idea.

Also, did it matter that I never also added in my candidate's party's name or at least its initials? Again, I don't know.

When it comes to regular ballots where voter's simply mark an option box or circle next to their chosen candidate, there are certain conditions that have to be met in making that indication. For instance, sometimes a circle option must be entirely filled in, and just ticking the circle or putting an 'x' in it may not be considered valid for the vote.

What if I misspelled my candidate's name? Again, I don't know the answer. I was presented with a book listing the names of candidates in each electoral district so that I could see my candidate's name in order to copy it out correctly, but I have known people over the years who were quite incapable of being relied upon to be doing something that simple without making a mistake.

Anyway, I got the job done insofar as I understood what was required of me.  

In the last provincial election, my wife and my eldest stepson never bothered voting; only my youngest stepson went ahead and voted.

Well, my wife and eldest stepson have both been benefitting to some very large degree from the various financial support payments that the federal and even the provincial governments have offered to those affected by the COVID-19 lockdowns and shutdowns over the past months this year. If my youngest stepson has had his working hours reduced, it has been insubstantial, so I don't think he ever bothered applying for anything.

In yesterday morning's edition of the Vancouver Sun, I saw something that should only be perceived by my wife and her eldest son as being almost vitally important, so I composed an E-mail and sent the following to all three of them:

Perhaps this may motivate you to vote ─ this is from the Vancouver Sun today:

If the B.C. NDP wins a majority in the election, John Horgan intends to recall the legislature as soon as possible to begin implementing some of his party’s campaign promises.

At the top of the list would be getting legislation passed so that the government could send out COVID-19 recovery benefits — one-time payments of up to $1,000 for families and up to $500 for individuals — by Christmas.


Notice, though, that the words “up to” are used, so the actual amounts could be considerably lower, or maybe certain families or individual persons would just fail to qualify for anything at all.

I’m sure there will be conditions that need to be met in order to qualify, and I don’t know what those conditions are.

The NDP need to win a majority vote in the election, though, or the proposed COVID-19 recovery benefits may not go ahead at all, even if the NDP does come back to power.

They were a minority government until now; if they win again and are still only a minority government, then the payments ─ however much they might turn out to be ─ just may not happen.

Up to you, though ─ vote or don’t vote!
 

My wife has voted in the past, but only when I have practically made her. I finally gave up trying, for she wouldn't even bother herself to figure out who she personally cared to vote for ─ she always insisted that I give her the names of the candidates that I was voting for. 

And she would be insufferably miserable that I was making her vote. So I had my complete fill of that and gave up on her.

My eldest stepson has never bothered to vote, and he's now 26 years old.

Will my E-mail spark them to vote on their own this time? My wife is only working very reduced hours at the Thai restaurant that employs her; and my eldest stepson has not worked at all since early this year. The manufacturing facility that had employed him closed down as a result of the COVID-19 lockdowns.

If the two of them can't care enough to try and ensure that the political party that might financially benefit them actually comes to power with a majority win, then there is just no helping the pair.

It is 9:37 a.m. as I type these words, so I am going to take a break now. I would like to get back to bed, but I want to await my brother's homecoming first so that I can let him know that he can indeed vote at the same location I did instead of driving to the remoter voting place.

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As is too often the case, my evening is now upon me, so I have scant time to spend on this post. I became embroiled in working on my new website MyRetirementDream.com, hoping to get its very first post finally finished and published before too many more days have passed.

I should mention that there has been very little rain over the day.

Also, my wife showed up this mid-afternoon to do some cooking for us all. She later left again, and I don't think that she will be back this evening...but I am unsure. Maybe she will show up late.

Whatever the case, having her home allowed me to casually mention the due monthly mortgage ─ normally, it would have been debited from our chequing account today; but since today has been Sunday, I am not expecting the debit before tomorrow.

The related conversation was overheard by her two sons who are both supposed to contribute toward the mortgage, so they got involved in making a transfer to me. And now once the mortgage is taken, I ought to have a tad over $160 remaining in the account to tide me over with some spending money until my monthly pension shows up during the final week of the month.  

I had some concerns that I might have nothing to shop with for the next 10 days or so.

I also brought up the topic of voting, and my wife is keen on participating this time. In fact, she said that she will be home tomorrow, and I can accompany her over to the location I visited this morning to ease her into the process.

So maybe she will yet be home later today or overnight.

Finally ─ and concerning my brother this morning ─ I never could wait up for him to arrive home. I needed a nap too direly.

When I did finally speak with him during the midday, I learned that he had already voted on Friday at the remote location where the ballot actually had the names of the only two candidates who are competing for the seat representing our electoral district.

I didn't mention that earlier. Despite there being possibly four different political parties vying in this election, only two of them have any representation in this electoral district: the Liberals and the N.D.P. So if I was desperate to vote to have the Green or a related party in office, there is nothing I could do ─ I can only vote for the two people competing in my electoral district.

That doesn't quite sound fully democratic, does it?

Anyway, this is why I didn't feel particularly bad for sending out that E-mail yesterday to my wife and her two sons, tempting them to get out and vote for the N.D.P. The Liberals already have possession of this riding by a wide margin, so three more N.D.P. votes may not matter at the finish. We may still have a Liberal in charge locally.

We'll see.

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