I let my wife suck me in again, bloody damn me! She begged $1,000 off me with the promise of repaying it in a week or so ─ she wanted $1,500, but I only had something like $1,075 in the account she was after.
Her promise was that she would repay me "this time" ─ that's because she has repaid absolutely none of her scores of thousands of dollars that she has put me in debt for.
I despise God for this, as much as myself. I have ππππππ to be granted financial liberty from my thralldom here in society, but I am nothing ─ He cares nothing for me specifically. There is clearly nothing at all special about me in these "End Times". And I have no heart to struggle on ─ I am 75 years old and absolutely impotent in every bloody sense of the term.
I want to be finished ─ forever. I do not require any disgusting Judgement. When my time here ends, just destroy whatever intrinsic essence there is that constitutes me without ever bothering to awaken me ─ unless You are some sort of sick, twisted bastard who loves witnessing us pathetic beings in agony.
But on with the show.
If I remember near enough, it was at least 3:40 a.m. when I got to bed last night. My predatory wife had still not gotten home.
I do NOT remember just when it was that I rose this morning, but it might have been ahead of 8:30 a.m. No one else was up.
Consequently I had possession of the T.V. when my younger brother eventually rose ─ possibly around 9:45 a.m. At that point I had been watching just over a half hour of a 1⅔-hour (1:40:55) video streamed October 15 to Rumble's America's Untold Stories channel: Kamala Harris Making Desperate Moves.
The political landscape is heating up as Donald Trump surges in the polls, gaining ground with key voters. Meanwhile, Kamala Harris, facing a series of setbacks and struggling with support among Black males, is making a desperate move to recover her standing. With her numbers dipping and Obama’s attempts to help falling flat, Harris is pivoting to unexpected platforms like Fox News and possibly even Joe Rogan. But will these gambles pay off? Or will Donald Trump continue his upward momentum? In this video, we dive into the latest political developments, Harris’ attempts to win back support, and whether Trump can hold it together as the race intensifies. Stay tuned for all the latest in politics and news!
I tuned out towards the end because I weary of the two hosts spinning off into acknowledgments of contributors' comments ─ I don't give a damn what any of them are listing in the 'chat'. I will no longer waste a half hour of my life while these two hosts ─ entertaining as I admit that they are ─ curry for subscriptions and donations.
I then tuned in a 12-minute (11:58) video published earlier today at Rumble's WTFLouie channel: FBI Seize Diddy 'Freak Off' Tapes w Prince Harry in Illegal Acts 17-Oct-2024.
“Freak off” tapes featuring Prince Harry in compromising positions with multiple men including Sean “Diddy” Combs have been recovered as part of the FBI investigation into the rapper and music mogul amid warnings that this is just the tip of the iceberg and there are even bigger shocks to come.
A-list stars are running scared as the Diddy scandal escalates, drawing in previously unthinkable names, and threatening to expose the dark truths within the entertainment industry.
According to agents within the bureau, the tide has turned; the truth is coming to light, and it’s going to shake the entire system to its core.
After that came three previously downloaded videos.
- Uploaded September 17, 2019, to YouTube's Talasbuan channel: Off Grid Life | Total noobs building concrete steps (21:31)
Episode forty-six, in which the fall arrives and we make the stairs to the root cellar.
- Uploaded October 27, 2020, to YouTube's The Why Files channel: ASMR: What it is, what it stands for and how it works (8:16)
What is ASMR? How does ASMR work? What does ASMR stand for? Are you "ASMR sensitive"? Do you get ASMR tingles?
Is this the first time you've heard of ASMR which stands for "Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response"? It might not mean what you think it means.
Millions of people experience ASMR "tingles" when exposed to certain stimuli. Triggers like hair brushing, whispering, finger tapping, clicking, chewing and caring role-playing send shivers down some people's spine.
These same ASMR triggers are actually "misophonic" triggers for others; meaning these sounds cause negative responses. For example: nails on a chalkboard will drive some people nuts but others aren't affected.
The Why Files answers these questions and raises a few more. The science behind behind ASMR is still new but research is underway. Though ASMR is a relatively new phenomenon, the online ASMR community is vibrant and growing rapidly.
Are you ASMR sensitive? What are your triggers? Let us know in the comments.
- Published November 12, 2020, at BitChute's bluedemon218 channel: Dennis Nilsen the UK's Jeffery Dahmer (Archive Footage) (45:51)
Dennis Andrew Nilsen (23 November 1945 – 12 May 2018) was a Scottish serial killer and necrophile who murdered at least twelve young men and boys between 1978 and 1983 in London, England. Convicted at the Old Bailey of six counts of murder and two of attempted murder, Nilsen was sentenced to life imprisonment on 4 November 1983, with a recommendation that he serve a minimum of twenty-five years. This recommendation was later changed to a whole life tariff. In his later years, he was imprisoned at Full Sutton maximum security prison.All of Nilsen's murders were committed at the two North London addresses where he resided between 1978 and 1983. His victims would be lured to these addresses by guile, and killed by strangulation, sometimes accompanied by drowning.The interaction with my wife occurred a little prior to my early afternoon nap. She only had to work beginning the latter afternoon, so she ensured that she rose and transfixed me before I was ensconced within my bedroom having my usual early afternoon nap.
With my weekly Sabbath fast looming at dark, after she had left for the day (as had my brother much earlier in the afternoon), I craved some drink, but I still wanted to have a meal ere my fast began.
So I went downstairs to the T.V. and activated our Android TV Box, first tuning in The Guardian ─ season one's episode six ("Indian Summer").
From what I saw of guest actress Heather McComb, she would easily have seduced me as her character.
Supposedly the character was a 28-year-old posing as a 16-year-old. Yet at the time, I think that the actress was 23 years old.
It was a very good episode, but I was so wretchedly involved in dealing with the myriad tiny bones in the leftover tilapia my wife and her friend Ui had prepared on Wednesday that it took me the entire episode to finish the darned meal.
Thus, deeming it still sufficiently light outside, I tuned in Batwoman ─ episode six ("How Does Your Garden Grow?") of season three.
I want to say here that Nicole Kang as character Mary is the hottest of the regular actresses in the series, although actress Rachel Skarsten could be an easy close second place if she wasn't encumbered with the evil Alice persona.
I am so fed up with all the Black women characters being queer ─ I can hardly wait to be done with the sick series.
I put away two cans of Cariboo Malt (8% alcohol) and a stiff shot of the black rum that my brother finally remembered to birthday-gift me yesterday for my 75th birthday last Friday.
It has been pouring rain since the late afternoon, so I expect that my wee a.m. five-mile+ walk will likely require an umbrella.
I want to drink more, though.
However, I must soon get to bed, for it is already 9:04 p.m., and I want to try and rise at 1:30 a.m. to begin readying for my outing.
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