Last evening I became so engrossed in Facebook Messenger with my wife, and crafting an E-mail to a law firm representative ─ the firm has apparently been 'retained' to threaten her over a nearly $4,500 unpaid credit card balance ─ I evidently pounded my computer keyboard with such frenetic anxiousness that my right thumb joint has become so inflamed that it is now beginning to swell and has almost rendered my right hand useless.
(My wife is presently in Thailand.)
Honestly, I am seriously considering stopping blogging ─ even for a couple of months if the need be.
Due to the pain and my anxiety over her incurable mounting credit card debt, I didn't get to bed until after 10 p.m. and had a dreadful time finding comfort and sleep.
When my cellphone alarm sounded at 2 a.m. to get me up for my five-mile walk, I lacked all enthusiasm because of how poorly slept I was.
Yet I rose and hurriedly readied in a groggy fog, only jolting fully alert every time agony shot through my right hand each time I had to use it for things like dressing, pulling up zippers and buttoning, and tying shoelaces.
Hell, I can barely lower my undershorts in order to pee.
Aggravating the situation was when I opened my bedroom door to have a pee before leaving on the walk, I discovered that my youngest stepson was shut up in the bathroom having a bloody shower at that time of night!
So I had to leave and relieve myself in the alleyway beside our house.
It was 2:13 a.m. after I had locked the front door and was on my way. And something like 4:08 by the time I was back. The night was fairly mild and dry, the sky mainly cloudy.
I had incorporated a little jogging.
I am trying to mainly type with my left hand, but even its thumb joint is becoming sore.
Anyway, I was back into bed just under an hour later where I remained until well beyond 8 a.m., but hardly any of that time was in certain sleep.
I don't know what my idiot brother did to himself with the drink last night, but he never got up until probably around 9:15 a.m. for his fast shower.
While I was watching T.V. with him this morning, very near to noon the same law firm representative I had E-mailed last night in explanation that my wife was in Thailand ─ and had in fact been abroad since the evening of January 23 with no set return date as yet, and thus could not obey their demand that she undertake resolution of that credit card debt within 15 days of the date of their letter (April 17) ─ phoned the house-line here and left a message asking her to call back.
Do these people actually get well into their workday without having a look at what E-mails had been sent them since they were last in office?
Whatever the case, there never was a reply to my E-mail of last evening, so I still have no idea if it has been read.
My brother had to pick up his girlfriend Bev at 10 a.m. and drive her to work, so we only had time to watch one video on T.V (via our Android TV Box) this morning, for the video exceeded two hours (2:02:42). It was yesterday's latest from Odessa Orlewicz: Mind Control And Humans. Interview With Expert Jason Christoff.
Mind Control & Humans. Interview With Expert Jason Christoff! Well known Jason Christoff who has become a social media sensation https://www.facebook.com/jason.christoff.12/ shows sample videos and talks about the mind control that is put upon all of us daily, and how easily and quickly most people are hypnotized and coerced to making decisions they normally wouldn't. Jason is a coach and teacher to many helping humans all over.
I largely enjoyed it, but my brother's interest seemed to fade late into the interview, probably because Jason began identifying alcohol as a major agency through which people are mind-controlled and kept in frozen complacency.
That is precisely my brother! As long as he can meet and get drunk each afternoon with his drinking buddies, and then come home mid-evening to further swill beer in front of the T.V. that he often passes out in front of, he will never lift a finger to change his life for the better.
His belly has become so grossly swollen that he looks to be in advanced pregnancy ─ eventually he will be able to use it as a tabletop while he walks about.
I want to try and wean myself from coffee. I may give that a shot once I begin my next Sabbath fast Friday evening.
By the way, that video can also be watched at this Rumble link.
In less than 1½ hours I am going to try and use Facebook to place a call to my wife to discuss her predicament, so I am quitting blogging for today.
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