Falling Short

Although today I have not felt unusually below what should be normal for me, I have had two afternoon naps ─ once in the earliest afternoon right after my younger brother sought some bed rest in his own bedroom before heading away to hook up with at least one drinking buddy at a pub; and then again in the latter afternoon.   

As well, I was unable to countenance today's scheduled full toolshed exercise session.

Much of my vacillation has been the distraction of being consumed with the conviction that I should make the four-mile round trip hike to the nearest government liquor store, but I have not been able to resurrect sufficient gumption to confront that relative ordeal.

I am lacking, but not profoundly so. 

At least I never felt as if I was shirking any afternoon sunning. The day was overcast until well after mid-afternoon. My brother even left home ─ he was going to catch a bus ─ with a jacket because of the uncertainty of the weather we were having to that point in the day. It was actually uncharacteristically cool by recent standards.

Speaking of the weather, my brother and I had earlier watched yesterday's latest episode by Odessa Orlewicz: July 6- Direct Energy Or Train Arson in Lytton, Canada ? Either Way It's Agenda 2030 And More News. 

Unfortunately, that link is to Odessa's YouTube account, for as yet she has not secured the video to her Librti.com website, nor to her accounts at BitChute, Rumble, or Odysee. Consequently, the link will not be valid long ─ she keeps getting suspended.

Anyway, she mentioned the possibility of the very recent Lytton wildfire holocaust ─ which had some apparent bizarre elements to it ─ was the result of the employment of directed-energy weaponry. In other words, the implication was that the fire was deliberate.

This was the first that I had read or heard of anything of that nature.

Odessa's video could have been so much better if only she was not so fixated on livestreaming to YouTube where she is fearful of saying key words that will get her suspended once more. She also is too afraid to include other people's video segments for similar reasons.

And so she settles on stumbling about verbally, too timid to speak directly; and only declaring that she will be including links beneath her video to the various videos she can only speak of.

Hey, I love Odessa and her videos, but not these 'pussyfooted' versions where she is too afraid to speak actual specific words or include video clips from other people. And videos where all she does is drearily read out articles has me fast zoning out, try as I do to pay attention.

As I have said before, Odessa has no narrative skills. She is someone who ought not to be reading aloud to other people ─ especially for any great length of time.

Hey, it's already after 8 p.m., and I took a slight break to try and ready myself to still make that trek. But The liquor store closes at 9 p.m., and I would be cutting it so damned close by the time that I actually was ready and had set off ─ it's just not worth the gamble.

I'm 71 years old ─ I don't like pushing myself to that degree. I don't drive, so I have no choice but to walk.

Maybe I will just end this post here and see if it's at all possible to still get in that full session of exercising in the backyard toolshed. It only takes 10 or so minutes, I believe.